if i dont type this down i dont know when i will ever do it. prolly not in the future cause i'd be thinking it is a bad idea. i really wish im at a time where things werent so fragile as they were now.
anyway. i know i should prolly be very immune to losing people. but i guess im not. well. im prolly on a verge of losing someone important. maybe i have already, i dont know. i feel sad about it but im not motivated to do anything about it either. half of me hopes that it would be alright. but half of me know it isnt. I hate how im at war with myself on this. but i know i cant go on about it speaking about my feelings because some bitches would prolly be like "er........ what...?" " what is she tryna do" blah blah blah. ya i sound like some paranoid bitch. maybe i am.
but at the end of the day, i cant force anyone to make any decision. so thats that. so i decided to forget that this happened. besides. when one door closes another opens, right?
Tuesday, December 25, 2012
Monday, December 17, 2012
bittersweet
whats up guyssss. hows the holidays going for you? mine has been great i guess. im finally up to season 5 of himym and i caught up with each and everyone of my friends. ^^v i guess all i really want right now is just a day alone at home doing my things without having to worry about reports to type and projects to complete but ah. i dont have the luxury to do that.
oh and if you're wondering, this is how mine went. tracing back to last week saturday, i went to help out at yck comunity center for some health results thingy and health circuit! :-) then gg out with bjsyz to celebrate jess 17th birthday hehe. hope you're having fun in china ^^v
7 years of friendship and counting yes? ^^ <3
so on sunday i went for softball training in the morning and had my hair done- like f i n a l l y.
now i have like 4 colours in my hair cuz my hair stylist is crazy haha. but yeah, i really wanted the blue hair but it wasnt obvious enough because he didnt want me to bleach it. so it looks like the one on top. he also did like a brown base with the top part of my hair with purple and gold highlights. :-) the gold is stealing most of the limelight tho.
on monday, it was crazy because i had like meeting, bonding session and open house talk all crammed into one day. on tuesday was even more boring cuz it was open house briefing all over again but by ro ann this time around. but i get to leave slightly early. thank god for training right. this is like the most boring two days of the week... but it gets better hehe.
on wednesday, i met aly baby and sj for lunch at nyp!
aww i rlly miss them. sj was like, why you wear so nice to come nyp?! and he just couldnt stop talking about it. like literally. it went on and on for the whole time we were there so i promised him the next time im meeting them there im wearing my pjays. haha. oh yup then i went to meet farhani, renie, logan and jr! :-) even tho it was for awhile it was still great.
then i met sy, before meeting my girls for our coffee date hehe
oh i love my friends :-)
thursday was pretty mundane at the start becuase math class was at 9am in the morning to 12 in the afternoon. we had lunch at clementi mall then went back to schl wrapping stuff for the eldery for the active ager event at clementi cc. anyway after that event i didnt really regret volunteering for it because i met some really great year 3 seniors and the elderly that were there were all so adorable. sigh when i grow old i want to be aging with grace and have great friends to go to such stuff with too. one of them showed me so much love im still thinking about her until now hehe. it was so much fun we even got to dance to some random pop song and going crazy ms carmen was like " dont be so crazy you must protect your image" haha
friday was spent with jr gg to marche to nomz and shopping for stuff we didnt buy in the end cuz the sperry he wanted didnt have his size and i couldnt find my studded boots. so in the end we gave up and went to udders instead and had a super long walk all the way back to amk.
saturday was sports club bonding camp and it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. :-) we ended up prawing the whole night and i had training at 8 am which was basically a stupid move because i was friggin tired. but fun nevertheless. chervel came over later at night and she is such a joy i love her hehe.
what a week huh. i guess if i had to choose a day to re-live i would definitely choose wednesday. :-) i guess bittersweet meant that somethings in life are great and some.. not so much. you cant have a rainbow without some rain right? i guess life is just like that, but we love it anyway :-)
looking forward to this coming week tho. training and proj tmwr, class outing at sentosa on wed, marina barrage w sy, aly, kulia on thurs and uss on fri. :-)
updates soon, hope you're having a great hols too. xoxo
oh and if you're wondering, this is how mine went. tracing back to last week saturday, i went to help out at yck comunity center for some health results thingy and health circuit! :-) then gg out with bjsyz to celebrate jess 17th birthday hehe. hope you're having fun in china ^^v
7 years of friendship and counting yes? ^^ <3
on monday, it was crazy because i had like meeting, bonding session and open house talk all crammed into one day. on tuesday was even more boring cuz it was open house briefing all over again but by ro ann this time around. but i get to leave slightly early. thank god for training right. this is like the most boring two days of the week... but it gets better hehe.
on wednesday, i met aly baby and sj for lunch at nyp!
aww i rlly miss them. sj was like, why you wear so nice to come nyp?! and he just couldnt stop talking about it. like literally. it went on and on for the whole time we were there so i promised him the next time im meeting them there im wearing my pjays. haha. oh yup then i went to meet farhani, renie, logan and jr! :-) even tho it was for awhile it was still great.
thursday was pretty mundane at the start becuase math class was at 9am in the morning to 12 in the afternoon. we had lunch at clementi mall then went back to schl wrapping stuff for the eldery for the active ager event at clementi cc. anyway after that event i didnt really regret volunteering for it because i met some really great year 3 seniors and the elderly that were there were all so adorable. sigh when i grow old i want to be aging with grace and have great friends to go to such stuff with too. one of them showed me so much love im still thinking about her until now hehe. it was so much fun we even got to dance to some random pop song and going crazy ms carmen was like " dont be so crazy you must protect your image" haha
friday was spent with jr gg to marche to nomz and shopping for stuff we didnt buy in the end cuz the sperry he wanted didnt have his size and i couldnt find my studded boots. so in the end we gave up and went to udders instead and had a super long walk all the way back to amk.
saturday was sports club bonding camp and it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. :-) we ended up prawing the whole night and i had training at 8 am which was basically a stupid move because i was friggin tired. but fun nevertheless. chervel came over later at night and she is such a joy i love her hehe.
what a week huh. i guess if i had to choose a day to re-live i would definitely choose wednesday. :-) i guess bittersweet meant that somethings in life are great and some.. not so much. you cant have a rainbow without some rain right? i guess life is just like that, but we love it anyway :-)
looking forward to this coming week tho. training and proj tmwr, class outing at sentosa on wed, marina barrage w sy, aly, kulia on thurs and uss on fri. :-)
updates soon, hope you're having a great hols too. xoxo
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