start of a new beginning

im so bored right now i think i should start to blog. whatthehell. i know right? i dont do this often enough so people genuinely dont come here anymore. hm.
right now im just using my sister's laptop becos dad's laptop is starting to load real slowly and there is nothing i hate more than that. ok i have to admit i am impatient but it is getting really slow right? cant blame me for that. haha. ok maybe it is partly my fault but whatever.

josey is sleeping i think . cos i have called him a million times but he is still not answering. WAKE UPPPPP :( sigh * anyway it is partly my fault for not replying him fast enough too i guess.

ok shit why is everything my fault. lol. im so bored im blaming myself. hahaha.
anyways, i was considering going to the stem programme. but it means like a whole lot of time and omg no social life for me so sad. haha. but i think i might stil go for it even though it is going to be quite boring going for it all alone but i guess it will work out somehow right?

im rlly sleepy now and all i really want is for joseph to pick up my phone call. omg. he sleep like pig siallll :( hmm think im going to stop here for today. its sports day tomorrow and i didnt really have enough sleep the night before and the one before the night before .. so shit my panties im dead. okie bb.

xoxo

second month

had a great day today with you. happy second month. hehe. i think that you should start wearing long jeans more often cos you look damn good in them and those pair of sneakers that you have, i dont understand why you dont ever like to wear shoes when you look so good in them.
transformers was damn good. haha. i think bumblebee is the cutest! ^^v hehehe. cant wait for what we are going to do next month.
sushi buffet was yummy, but i dont think im going for another sushi buffet ever. im so freaking full now i think that i am going to explode. cant believe i vomitted. yucks.

i really hope that you like the present cos even though there was alot to write but i bearly could find enough things to fill up the hearts. i really meant everything i wrote inside there and i hope that you have a fun time reading it.

i dont rlly want to ruin today but idk. im just rlly confused. maybe im moody but i dont know. but please dont think for a second less that i dont love you. i just. i cant take it. idk. maybe i think too much. i just dont like it.

i rlly enjoyed today. i hope you did too. thanks for everything.