Okay I know I haven't blogged in a while (I realized that i seem to always start my blog post with this line)
A lot of things have happened in the past week.. And I mean literally alot. So now I'm updating you guys about it.
I think about last week my grandfather almost left me... (can't rmb the exact date) He had a heart attack and he had to go thought a major operation and even with that he only had a 50% chance of survival. if he doesn't do the operation then he only has a 10% chance of survival. When he was admitted into gleneagles hospital, he was immediately placed in the icu due to his unstable condition. For a moment there I didn't know what to feel. Trust me, You wouldn't. This news came too soon and too sudden. When I visited him before the operation I just saw him lying motionless on the bed and I couldn't cry.. I was just speechless. Maybe it was due to the fact that I wasn't really close to him as a granddaughter and i only see him once or twice a year. I really regret not spending enough time with him and getting to know him because to me my father's side of the family is very hard to live with. I promise you that every year it is a pain visiting his brothers and my grandmother who are all very full of themselves. A tight slap on their faces wouldn't work because that is how thick their faces are.. They don't feel a thing. Even so, he is still my grandfather and i love him either way... How ironic isnt it? I never told anyone this, so if your reading then know that I'm not trying to gain any sympathy out of this.
I just handed my resignation letter to starbucks today. A part of me is sad while the other part of me is glad. Sad? Because I met the most amazing people there and they are so awesome. Just like a big family. Of cause there are ups and downs but that is unavoidable in life right? I'm going to miss so many people like Jaclyn, kaya, Kehjun, and Damon (Shannon), ungku, shafi, akip, ben10, wk, Lika, Diandra, akash, Fyca, Hairie, sue.... Etc etc. I can't name all. But these r all the awesome baristas at slamming city that you would love to meet. ^^v glad? Because now I can have more time to myself before poly starts!!! Haha. Let the real holidays begin.
Regarding Joseph... He is still a part of my life.. But we're not together. I guess right now I have learnt enough to let go. Someday someplace sometime, i am going to meet someone better. I still think about it when I'm alone. But I feel much better now. Looks like time is really the key to everything. When I'm sad I always remember this quote (picture below). I guess that's all for now. I'll update with pictures the next time round.
Sending all my luvin, xxxxx
