Worst days

Why is my sister such a bitch. She single handedly just ruined my morning. GREAT. What a great way to start my day right.
Just becos yr sick I let you have the fucking room for like what? 3 weeks already? I had enough of sleeping in the living room k. yesterday I told you I wanted to go into the room and sleep but noooooo. You were like (I quote) "you have no idea what I'm going through" "that's my room too okay!!!!!!" *gives death stare. And when mom was there you just gave your stupid innocent face. Fuck it. You didn't even say thank you. Don't even know why I let you have the room again yesterday night. THANKS TO YOU I SLEPT AT FREAKING 4 O'CLOCK AGAIN. More like you dk what im going through. Disnt even have a proper sleep for the past few weeks. Thanks ah. Worlds best sister award goes to you. you know why? Because all you ever think about is YOU. Like you run the world.

OH BUT THAT'S NOT ALL YOU HAD TO GO AND RUIN THE FUCKING MORNING TOO. WHY AM I SO STUPID TO CONVINCE YOU TO GO EAT BREAKFAST WITH ME AND MOM. Urgh. And I was actually the one that ask you to come along. I thought it would be nice for you to head out and walk instead of staying at home all day but you had to just go and ruin it. So when we sat down you were acting all weak and stuff. Pls if you were that sick why can you still go out w randy ytd? But at the end I had to eat breakfast alone with everyone staring at me. Dont get me wrong, im fine with eating alone excluding everyone looking at my like a weirdo cos it's a freaking Sunday and I see everyone with their family and I am all alone. So what? I go no family? Ok can. Things I hate? Sudden change of plans.

And Joseph obviously doesn't care cos he hasn't been replying me for like the past few hours. Okay lor up to you fine w me. another best boyfriend.

The saddest part? To know that I'm all alone again. I hate that feeling but the people I love most are always making me feel that way. Kthxbye.

Oh god exams are coming and I don't think I'm prepared at all. :(
Wish me luck. I'll be back aft O'S ;)

Graduation

Hello babes and hunks!
Finally here again so apparently this goes to show that another day is wasted. I feel so stressed cos I'm still watching my dramas, etc. While everyone is mugging their butts off. :(

Surprisingly I didn't cry today like I thought I would. Nevertheless I will still be missing my bbygurls, 2dee 09'. Really wanted to say I would miss my current class but I guess I just can't bring myself to say it due to some unpleasant people. Sigh. I really wish I had a nice class in sec3/4 but I guess somethings just dont work out the way we want them too. I cant help it either and I guess somehow or rather everyone just gave up.

Tq you to melmelzzc for the hello kitty pen! SRSLY #swag.
Tq pei xin for the badge!! So frigging cute.
Tq t qr for the Paris post it's <3 fell in love w Paris again.
Tq to hsin ern for the flowers and the chocolates ;) p.s I put the flower in a pretty vase and it's on my dining table now hehe.
Tq t Jiamin for the graduation day letter. My picture so unglam plz. But I'll paste it up on the future wall of my house.
Tq t half (Berlin) for the most touching letter ever. I dont rmb me kneeling in front of the donut shop though.
Tq to sherlene for the grad day letter. Luv you bby gurlzxcc
Tq to dian Rong for the cute card ;) so creative!!!
Tq to rene for the graduation day letter. So frigging cool daiti gang ftw ^^
Tq to Dian tian for the tissue letter. So creative of you. Hehe super cute I swear. ;) I hope I don't accidentally use it.
Hope I didn't miss out any single one of you. Thank you for all the wonderful memories that you have given me. I can never ask for more.

I would also like to say a happy 5th month to Josey chng. Hehe. Thank you so much for everything. I love you. Thanks for being so nice to me and all, best thing I've ever had. ^^v

Hehe gonna write all of you a graduation day letter and pass to you all on prom. :)

Gonna go draw up a timetable for tomorrow. Hope I'll abide by it. *fingers crossed.

Gonna do up my room like this
In the future! Hehe. :) dad agreed too. #dope #swag. I love Paris <3 now I can't wait to move. Lol.

You can never mean too much to a person. Everything has it's limits. If I'm going to be that unimportant to you then I'd rather go find someone that will treat me like how I deserve to be treated.

Sunshine after the rain.

Hello babes I'm backkk!!! Like finally. Lol. This past week has been a blur for me. Apparently I only gt one a for my whole prelims two. Which means I'm a dumbass that needs to work harder. Hehe gonna do that by gg to study tomorrow at Wendy's w Josey. Hehe. Josey so nice. He bought Ben and jerrys ice cream cos I felt like eating it instead of lunch. Feel so blessed :')

Anyways o's is coming like only a few weeks away. I really got to stop procrastinating when everyone around me is like mugging their butts off. Feels like I'm not giving my 100%. :( better start working hard to get into my dream course.

Mom & dad already confirmed the house at woodlands so hopefully we will be moving in my late dec or early Jan ;) gonna have house warming and gonna invite all my bby girls. Fingers crossed that all of them would be coming. ^^v