I guess this is how the story ends

When you walk away, i count the steps that you take.

How do i start? Maybe for the very first time i keep this all to myself. Never thought that i would text you first. Guess its because i value our relationship more than my ego. Haha. It was so stupid of me to turn around yesterday, i'd always thought you'd stay no matter what. Guess i thought wrong... Maybe theres just nothing left to hold onto now, isnt it? Its like we're hanging by a thread, and you dont even give a damn. But its alright now, i give up. Im so tired of these games. I dont care if im fat ugly or a soreloser #whatever. You win. Im so tired of this.

With all these aside i just want grandpa to be alright. Hope his bypass will be successful today. Hope he gets out of the icu soon..

This is the last straw, dont want to hurt anymore.

happy 3rd bby!

^ 3 words for you :)


^happy third mth! :) i think that my hair looks messy in this picture omg. :(

yay guess what i can finally blog because my mom just finally pass me the computer after so long. haha. happy 3rd mth, and so many more months to look forward to. ^^v cant tell you how happy i am that this day is here but theres is still another day that you have to look forward to in this month. 17 more days! weets. haha.

once again i'd like to say thank you to you because you've made everything so much better for me. :) sorry that i didnt give you anything for this mth, but then im pretty sure we would have a hell of a good time tomorrow. hehe. ^^v happieegurl95.

just a thought:
i've always wondered how i would be without you. i think about it all the time. im afraid that once we graduate and go to different polytechnics we would drift apart. please dont let that happen because i cant imagine life without you.

p.s. you are taking sucha long time to do yr dnt. :(