So where did I stop? Oh yeah the awkward dinner. Awkward because his friend was there haha. So we didn't manage to have those proper meaningful conversations like those you have on dates and stuff. But things really progressed from there. Given the short amount of time we were together, all the pieces fell together, the right pieces...
You know how people love long and meaningful messages? We had that, and still have it even tho it isn't as frequent as before. He have this unwritten rule that he must send me home always, not only because he wants to spend more time with me but also make sure that I got home safe and sound.more of the latter actually. It really means a lot to me, not because I never had anyone send me home before, but because I stay at woodlands now and he stays at holland. That's an hour ride to my house and an hour back... So much time spent just to make sure I was safe. But I guess to him every single second was worth it. Normally my classes ends around 5/6 last sem, so he had to either wait for me or wait for me? Haha. unless if he is unable to send me home he will ask me to take a cab back home and pay for it.
At first i was really reluctant for him to send me home always. i hated getting used to something i thought i was going to lose. like what if he didnt stay? what if he left? what if he was playing me? but now its like a usual routine, something we both love to do together. at the end of a long hard day in school all we want, or at least what i want, is to be in his arms. Then we'll ask about all the events that happened in the day and even if it was bad, we'd still have each other.
ahh. im side tracking. oh yeah i was talking about the messages. we continued with the usual date routines, the long messages, movie dates etc etc.. and finally one day, he asked. OMG HAHA I LOVE TELLING THIS PART BECAUSE GUESS HOW HE ASKED ME.
he wrote it on a crappy piece of paper. haha. then i was like " no " i want a do-over. i dont want to look back at this in the future and all i got was a crappy piece of paper. So it dragged on for a few days, and then he asked me, face to face. This is the second best part. guess how long he took to ask me to be his girlfriend? 45 minutes. freaking 45 minutes hahaha and he was saying how fast his heart was beating and how he has never done anything like that before.but after 45 minutes, he finally gathered the courage to.
Somehow i am really glad that i've met him because i swear, besides him, no one else knows me like he does. He will always know what's on my mind most of the time and i can always tell him anything and everything on my mind. He feels like he have known me forever too. We kinda talked about it once, and its crazy how much we can read each other. There was once, his friend found out about him having a girlfriend and kinda asked how long we have been together and stuff. so he replied "oh two years plus"
yeah he is just kidding, it isnt even two years, but that is how it feels like. it feels like we have known each other forever.
you must be wondering if we had any quarrels, we did. we fight about alot of things, we walk out on each other, we send each other hate textes. but all in all, at the end of the day, we know who we want to see at the end of our tunnel. These quarrels we have or had are just a part of the hurdles we have to go through together.
after all, we know that we only have each other to depend on when times get rough and that is what pulls us through. have a problem? sit down and talk it out. find a solution before it gets too late. we always have this rule that we must always say what we feel and how we feel. By trashing it out, we change and make ourselves better for one another.
haha, i guess thats all?
c u next post. xx
At first i was really reluctant for him to send me home always. i hated getting used to something i thought i was going to lose. like what if he didnt stay? what if he left? what if he was playing me? but now its like a usual routine, something we both love to do together. at the end of a long hard day in school all we want, or at least what i want, is to be in his arms. Then we'll ask about all the events that happened in the day and even if it was bad, we'd still have each other.
ahh. im side tracking. oh yeah i was talking about the messages. we continued with the usual date routines, the long messages, movie dates etc etc.. and finally one day, he asked. OMG HAHA I LOVE TELLING THIS PART BECAUSE GUESS HOW HE ASKED ME.
he wrote it on a crappy piece of paper. haha. then i was like " no " i want a do-over. i dont want to look back at this in the future and all i got was a crappy piece of paper. So it dragged on for a few days, and then he asked me, face to face. This is the second best part. guess how long he took to ask me to be his girlfriend? 45 minutes. freaking 45 minutes hahaha and he was saying how fast his heart was beating and how he has never done anything like that before.but after 45 minutes, he finally gathered the courage to.
Somehow i am really glad that i've met him because i swear, besides him, no one else knows me like he does. He will always know what's on my mind most of the time and i can always tell him anything and everything on my mind. He feels like he have known me forever too. We kinda talked about it once, and its crazy how much we can read each other. There was once, his friend found out about him having a girlfriend and kinda asked how long we have been together and stuff. so he replied "oh two years plus"
yeah he is just kidding, it isnt even two years, but that is how it feels like. it feels like we have known each other forever.
you must be wondering if we had any quarrels, we did. we fight about alot of things, we walk out on each other, we send each other hate textes. but all in all, at the end of the day, we know who we want to see at the end of our tunnel. These quarrels we have or had are just a part of the hurdles we have to go through together.
after all, we know that we only have each other to depend on when times get rough and that is what pulls us through. have a problem? sit down and talk it out. find a solution before it gets too late. we always have this rule that we must always say what we feel and how we feel. By trashing it out, we change and make ourselves better for one another.
haha, i guess thats all?
c u next post. xx
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