Saturday, July 6, 2013

Hafiz


I just realized that in none of my blog entries have i ever talked about hafiz or how we met and such hehe. So, this shall be the first. pardon my grammatical errors and spelling errors because i've been having 3/4 hours sleep for the past week and right now it is about 2 am. 

Anyway, lets start it off with how we met. Actually, i met him like a year ago when i joined softball. (Thank god i joined softball) and didnt join volleyball. Firstly, i really wanted to try something new and i have to thank the person that got me into it in the first place, Boo. hehe. Sports Camp GL for my group that kinda asked me to go for tryouts. even though i wasnt able to make it for tryouts i went for the next several trainings instead and it turns out that i was picking up this sport quite quickly. i really wanted a sports CCA and because i really hate stepping out of my comfort zone, i decided to choose softball. since i already knew boo and its really cool because she turns out to be jiamin's cousin. hehe (small small world).

so i talked to hafiz after the next several trainings, i cant remember exactly when but all i knew was that he was really irritated and annoyed at me. in my defense i wasnt even trying to irritate him haha. i just didnt want to do the drills because like... OMG we have been batting the balls like robots continuously for the past hour already. other than that i dont really recall having much conversation with him.. infact none at all. cause i thought he was a senior then like all the softball people are not rlly the type of people i wanted to date because i felt that dating within your cca is so damn awkz and weird. haha ok im biting my own tongue now.

(this is during our softball trip, and if you can spot hafiz he is the one with the oakleys)

That was until our softball trip at chiangmai, thailand during the hols.Then we started having like real conversations haha. Like i said before i really didnt like stepping out of my comfort zone and i wasnt really close to anyone in softball yet, other than boo. so i was feeling pretty reluctant to go at first and again (Thank god i went) it has given me much exposure in terms of softball and it brought the girls team much much closer together than we were before. I met max and haha she really took care of me during the trip and im still grateful up till now. oh right and i met hafiz haha. actually i didnt know how it started. im not sure if it was the airplane ride or the long bus ride. but all in all throughout the whole trip he took really good care of me as well. even though i didnt think much of it then but when i think back now it makes my heart skip a beat and i feel butterflies in my tummy haha. but something bad happened along the trip cause like i was robbed and hafiz felt like it was his responsibility to "protect" everyone. i dont know why but he felt really guilty about it. so after the incident happened he kinda avoided me and we didnt speak for quite awhile.

School reopened and i dont usually see hafiz around school because being a science student most of our meals are usually at foodcourt 3 and hafiz was always hanging around foodcourt 5. apparently there is alot of pretty girls there for him to ogle at? idk. but on that day that school reopened i saw him at fc3 and like he wanted to ask me to go back to his secondary school to help with coaching?! what a way to ask a girl out idk. haha. but in the end i didnt manage to go because he thought i didnt reply him (because his phone didnt recieve the message) and i thought he didnt reply me because i dont know, guys are weird. they dont reply for no reason. then yiying was like telling me that i should call him to see if the plan is still on or like its cancelled. haha at first i didnt want to then yiying was like telling me " at least you try"  so i did. but guess what HE DIDNT PICK UP. lol.

so i thought like the whole thing was stupid and i was pretty much cursing at him for making me bring all my softball equipments to school without using them. Plus i had to lug it all the way home like hello. its not light?!?!?! in the end he called back then i was like " you're the one that didnt reply me" then he was like " ya right i was waiting for your reply" and he asked me out for dinz. haha which was very very awkward but look where we are now. haha

ok im gonna stop here. haha part 2?
luvz.xx

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