i dwell with a strangely aching heart

day 8 is suppose to be a picture of your sky and that was how mine looked like a few days ago when i went jogging. it was kinda dark cuz it was gonna rain but it didnt and i managed to watch the sunset. :-) i hate it when the weather is bad when i go for a jog because jogging really helps me think. i dont know how it works but whenever i go for a jog i think better and after the jog all my problems would be solved somehow or rather. if it doesnt that means that i will have to continue jogging for the next few days until i get it sorted in my brain i guess.

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(i think i look cuter when i was younger ^ )
holaaaaaa. how is it going for you guys? :-)
i wanna thank a certain someone that has helped me thru something that happened not too long ago. i guess it was great that i took the advice. it wasnt the fact that i didnt thought about the ways to solve it- i already knew i had to do it i just didnt want to, or rather didnt have the courage to. but you telling me the problem straight to my face was just the antidote that i needed to wake myself up from this mess. i guess you gave me courage to do something and it made me feel better ever since. i dont know why but it did and im glad. i still think about the problem now and then but i dont regret because i know that whatever i did was for the best and i had to let go at one point or another. there was no point holding on to something that had already been lost.

oh look im a happy cat. lol. my sist bought this to wear to the halloween event at USS.. and i guess it looks cuter > scary. probably it just attracted all the weird killer clowns and scary dolls to her i dont know. if i went there i bet i will be like " ahhh fuck you fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck " lol. i am never good with scary stuff  or horror movies. but i think im getting numb to horror movies now.. cuz i didnt scream at the lastest one that i watched. yay me?

school on tuesday was great because it was our first gym practical! everyone looks so sporty yay and renie looks super cute here, doesnt she? this is like the yoga room i think because there are mirrors on the walls of the room and yoga balls at the side. This gym is built solely for DNHW students! how cool is that? :-)

i guess thats all, cuz im tired and i need my rest. harhar.
i shall leave you with this song because i think dappy sounds great singing solo.