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i guess if you all have been reading my twitter, you must be wondering why i was so sad the past couple of days.. well, its because my hamster died. yala some people might think im over-reacting or what not but fuck you cuz you dont have a pet, much less know the feeling of losing one. you dont know how it feels like to carry its stone cold body and bury it, hoping that wherever it is going it has gone to a better place. so dont comment on something you have yet to experience and dont tell me you feel me becos you obviously dont. i dont need pity or whatever because i know thats not going to get me my hamster back. i just wish i could have done more for this hamster so its able to live longer.. i dont know. Rest In Peace, fluffy. 28 dec 2009 - 9 oct 2012. no hamster can ever replace you and i'll visit you whenever i can.
thank you for everyone that has been there. jr texted me and like said " who make you cry!?" and like he was upset that he couldnt cheer me up but thanks for being there :') and fauzan texted me to ask me to call him but i didnt reply or call at all then he still called me up at night and asked me whats wrong. Yiying sent me a super long message asking me to cheer up :') and ryan who can totally relate to my situation.. thank you all so much.
i guess all i need now is closure.
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