One last night

"so i cross my heart and i hope to die."

 had a great morning yesterday w everyone and fauzan.
we were suppose to be doing our psychology but we're just too lazy haha. Completed the HME slides for the presentation tho.^^

this is me saying hi to the start of a new month. my birthday month at that. 17 years of life and i have really seen how much i have grown and changed. i like who i am now, people that i have met and people that are in my life right at this moment. thank you, for being a part of it. Going to take this chance to list out 10 things that i like. haha.

1. Eiffel tower

its so pretty. just look at it. even the word pretty is an understatement. I remember that i was going crazy about this once when i was in Sec 2/ 3. so, marcus and i made a promise to each other that in 8 years time, we would save up enough money to go there together. haha. it is probably never going to happen but planning things like this makes you smile once in awhile.

2. Roses

i love roses. but only in the colours red and white. Why white? Because when you give someone white roses, it means that you're telling him/her that they are worthy of you. Most people always think that roses are a waste of money, and why should they get something that is going to die in the end anyway? But it isnt a waste of money if you are spending it on someone you love. So what if the roses die? you know that the love wouldn't.

3. Helium balloons

4. Cupcakes

My favourite flavour is red velvet. i love the fact that each and every one of them is baked and decorated so flawlessly. If i have a chance, i'd start a cupcake business.Then whenever people are feeling down i can give them a cupcake to cheer them up. ^^

5. Sunset / sunrise

sunsets and sunrise are like the two most important things that happens daily. Watching the sunrise is like telling me that it is a start of a brand new day, so that i'll remember to make it count. If i ever have a boyfriend in the future, i hope we'll watch it together. What can be better than spending the start of your day with someone you love. The best sunrise that i have watched in the past 17 years of my life was when i was climbing mount kinabalu with the most awesome people in qtss. ^^ i'll never forget that feeling and i am still so grateful that i was given a chance to experience that.

 6. Kittens

i am more of a cat person. its not that i hate dogs, i just prefer cats > dogs. Cuz when i was jogging in a park once, a dog came and chase me until i fell down and cried. Since i was very young when that happened, i guess a phobia like that can never be easily forgotten. i keep telling mom that i want a cat but she just doesnt approve of it. :(

7. Polariods

8. Light sticks

 i can never get bored of this. no matter how many times i have had it, it is still freaking ass cool to me. haha. dont you find it fascinating how it can light up once you break it?

9. Sappy sappy longhand love letters

i think it is romantic how people used to communicate through letters before they invented mobile phones and internet. now that there are such things, hand written letters are dying out and it is such a pity. so write me one? ^^

10. caramel latte

my favourite drink to start the day with.

btw, give this song a listen. it has been stuck on my head.



thats all. have a great week ahead <3


you know i love you. xx. 


so tell me why do people leave, and why do hearts break? i think there is only so much that i can take.