breakaway.

I know it must be wonderful to feel loved and be loved but you dont just jump into it right? The faster you get into it the faster it ends. isnt that right?

until today, i still never really understood the meaning of love. is it when they shower you with endless compliments? or pick up lines? or is it the care and concern? ask yourself this. yes, when they do that, you smile. because everyone likes to be chased once in awhile- but are you sure he is "the one?" are you sure he is going to be there for you through it all? because when you get in a relationship all you are left with is two choices: to break up or to get married.

i know the normal reaction would be like "urgh im so young, who wants to think of the future now?. but without a single doubt, it is the truth. why get into a relationship when you know that you are going to lose them someday because chances are, is that you will not get married with the person you date right now. it is just how long they are going to stay by your side isnt it?

everyday without fail, everyone looks for love. someone to love, someone to life for. but what are we searching for really?

tbh, i really dont know. i know that whoever i might date in the future is not going to be the one i spend the rest of my life with. maybe it is, maybe it isnt, the possibilities are endless and full of surprises. but i still go for it anyway. because i know right at that moment, that him and me, we are "forever". we might not get married and most likely break up but at least we have memories and no regrets.

xx