Worst days

Why is my sister such a bitch. She single handedly just ruined my morning. GREAT. What a great way to start my day right.
Just becos yr sick I let you have the fucking room for like what? 3 weeks already? I had enough of sleeping in the living room k. yesterday I told you I wanted to go into the room and sleep but noooooo. You were like (I quote) "you have no idea what I'm going through" "that's my room too okay!!!!!!" *gives death stare. And when mom was there you just gave your stupid innocent face. Fuck it. You didn't even say thank you. Don't even know why I let you have the room again yesterday night. THANKS TO YOU I SLEPT AT FREAKING 4 O'CLOCK AGAIN. More like you dk what im going through. Disnt even have a proper sleep for the past few weeks. Thanks ah. Worlds best sister award goes to you. you know why? Because all you ever think about is YOU. Like you run the world.

OH BUT THAT'S NOT ALL YOU HAD TO GO AND RUIN THE FUCKING MORNING TOO. WHY AM I SO STUPID TO CONVINCE YOU TO GO EAT BREAKFAST WITH ME AND MOM. Urgh. And I was actually the one that ask you to come along. I thought it would be nice for you to head out and walk instead of staying at home all day but you had to just go and ruin it. So when we sat down you were acting all weak and stuff. Pls if you were that sick why can you still go out w randy ytd? But at the end I had to eat breakfast alone with everyone staring at me. Dont get me wrong, im fine with eating alone excluding everyone looking at my like a weirdo cos it's a freaking Sunday and I see everyone with their family and I am all alone. So what? I go no family? Ok can. Things I hate? Sudden change of plans.

And Joseph obviously doesn't care cos he hasn't been replying me for like the past few hours. Okay lor up to you fine w me. another best boyfriend.

The saddest part? To know that I'm all alone again. I hate that feeling but the people I love most are always making me feel that way. Kthxbye.