SOS

gave my all for you, now my heart's in two. & i cant find the other half.

finally met up with the bestfriend after his super long camp! ^^
actually he doesnt really like to take photographs but i kinda forced him to so he kinda looks unglam in all of them. :/ oppise. haha i guess my future boyfriend has to love taking pictures with me. went to this jap place at woodlands to eat and it wasnt too bad. ^^v oh and this is the first time he agreed to eat at woodlands ever since i moved! because he always complains that it is too far and shit. its been about a week since i last saw you and i really miss telling you about everything that has been happening in my life recently. so, even tho we didnt meet for a very long time today, thanks for taking the time to accompany for dinner. ^^

i guess i wont be blogging as much anymore cuz school term just started and i have to deal with all sorts of shit. like project, test and homework or as they call it, TUTORIALS. which are such a bore, i might add. in class they teach us what is one plus one. in excerises they teach us what is 1x2. but tutorials are like 1xy(2x+3xy-4kehrnrbjr) and im like da fug is that. 

so spread it. like wild fire.
till the next post! you know you love me, xx.

should have known then, what i know now.

 If you were gone, for even a day I wouldn't know which way to turn ; Cause I'm lost without you.

love my long hair now. i guess from now on im never cutting my hair short again. ever. cuz i look so hideous in it last time that i didnt even realize.

 yes i know. i look so ugly right.
i cant believe how i lived through my secondary 2/3 life with that hairstyle. now i totally regret it. cuz like when i cut it, terry always goes like " mushroom head girl " even in the appreciation day letter he wrote for me. plus dylan calls me a willy wonka. so i guess i'll never cut my hair short again. ever. maybe if i do i'll cut it like this.

dont know if i'll be able to pull it off but i think it is worth a shot. haha maybe after i get married or something so even if i look hideous he will still love me anyway.

chanced upon this picture when i was looking for my short hair days and i totally miss this. last time when we were in sec 1/ 2 we would always play block catching ard redhill and just hang out at the playground until 6/7 then head home. i miss those days cuz we were really causing a havoc outside but we just had fun.

this is my first post for the entire week cuz i've been busy with stuff. like on monday was bestfriend day so i didnt really have anything to blog about. tuesday was ihw filming day then going out with the bestfriend for dinner ^^ wednesday i was out at town. thursday was training and library w jr. and that leaves today.

finally completed my chemistry report after like 3 weeks of holiday and im praying that it would be good enough. 7 pages is ok, right? well. i hope it will be. wish me luck! 

dinner with the bestfriend:

he looks kind of constipated up there.  hahaha o well. he is coming back from camp tomorrow. ^^

saw this hello kitty speaker at xiaxue's blog. and its so freaking cute. $198. *hint hint*

sundays like sundaes.

i want i want i want but thats crazy. i want i want i want but thats not me. i want i want i want to be loved by you.

hello guysss its sunday again!!
loving this sunday spent with my volleyball girls @ siloso beach, sentosa! its been awhile since i've seen them and i miss them so so much. plus today i finally played beach volleyball after how many ahhajhfuaehf3427962745 years!!!! haha. theres so many exclamation marks on this post i think im still very excited after this trip.

on the down side i look super tan now and i have like a huge pimple on my face. i wonder how that got there. i mean i cant even see it in the pictures today i hope it doesnt show in the pictures tomorrow as well. please please please. after looking at my arms and legs i found like weird scratches on myself that i didnt even know i had. how odd.

anyway we were playing volleyball by ourselves until this random guy came to ask dr if we wanted to play with them because they only had 4 guys. so we went then they let us have the beach volleyball court to play for awhile by ourselves first. how nice right omg. then they stared asking more and more people to come and join us! i swear this friggin hot ang moh which was like a tennis player, or so i heard, is super good at spiking! and cute too. haha plus points! but all in all we had so much fun!

then sy came with her rugby ball and i played touch rugby and contact rugby for the first time in my life. and yes, this is a very memorable thing for me. didnt know rugby could be so tiring and tough. i mean the area that we played wasnt that big at all but we were all super drained out after like a few tries. i guess me and rugby werent meant to be after all.

looking forward to spending time with my girls again! hopefully ice skating or uss. because i wanna go there so so so badly.

okie picture time!

from the left, bec, meow,juls, rene spears, me, sy

dunno y sy sit until so unglam here. lolol

me and dianrong. happy birthday my dear.

random shot. haha

me w sy

waiting for the ball. lololol.random

my fringe looks weird i know. :(

dianronggggg ^^

you can suck on that too.

Dont know why the hell im being so angsty nowadays i feel like i might just fall over the edge sometime soon if i dont stop. holidays are crappy shit if you dont have friends to hang out with and yes i know im being contradicting because all i have ever wanted since the holidays was some me time. then when i finally have sometime to myself i complain and whine about how everyone isnt here for me to talk to. talk about being lame.

urgh i miss having to go out everyday of the week for the holiday's even if it is school i have to go to. i want to like rewind the whole of the first week of holidays. im so bored i finished the first season of gossipgirls within 3 days. thats right. 3. now im running out of things to do.

okay maybe  actually have things to do like the chemistry report i promised myself to do today but after typing a few sentences i got bored i came to this. lololol. please let sunday and monday come faster! :( i wanna go to the beach w my vball girls and out with the bestfriend doing something amazing.

speaking of which im very sorry about my previous post because i just got pissed off and i get really angsty in the morning especially when it is past 3 am. plus no one is awake for me to rant to at 3 am so here i am.

anyway i wanna get a specs w the circle frames so bad and junrong promised to get it with me! problem is, we cant find it anywhere :( oh well.

Bitch please

Sometimes I really don't know why you have to be such a bitch about it. It's not like I wouldn't understand right. Why do you always have to ruin something so perfect. I wish I could be like you, constantly manipulating people and shit. I just wanted a day out. Was it so hard? Lol. I know that I'm not suppose to know it but I'll find out eventually so how long we're you planning on keeping it away from me? What the hell is wrong with you. But it's alright I'll just pretend this never happened. Everyone else is more important than I am. Lol. So what the term is just for fun? If you can't figure it out then figure it sooner or later. I don't really give a shit anymore. Goodbye forever. I'll miss you. Not.

strictly pancakes

yesterday is gone and we gotta keep moving on.

wazzzup guys. how's your sunday treating you? ^^

mine got off to a very good start cuz daddy isnt working today which means we get to go somewhere nice to have breakfast. I love it when daddy have his off days becuz then we can spend time as a family ^^v we used to have family days on alternate Sundays then we all got so busy with our lives then we just stop having them.

anyway, like you see in the picture above we went to strictly pancakes to have our breakfast! how awesome is that? fuffly hot pancakes served to you with your choice of butter and maple syrup. however, we were there in the morning so there is only the breakfast choices and the create your own. if not there would be other choices like the banana and maple syrup!! anw, thanks to tsy for introducing it to me ^^v

 yum yum. we got the all american and the berry one. plus karen got her chocolate pancakes!! doesnt eeyore look cute in the pictures? ^^v tbh the pancakes dont taste as nice as i expected them to be. or maybe it is just me because the whole place was full house when we got there. 

 the berry pancake! ^^ marco lens

non marco lens

 hot choclate that doesnt taste really nice... :/

 rum and rasin butter with maple syrup.

eeyore w maple syrup~ 

ice blended hazelnut latte!

 non marco lens

 all american with marco lens.

karen's chocolate pancake w sausage ^^ 

after eating we decided to head to rochor for tau huey! 

yumxc but it was closed so we didnt buy any. :( wasted trip. so happy to spend my morning like that with the family. and chervel came over to the house when we got home. 

i guess thats all for now ^^  

tbh i really didn't expect to receive your text today. and now that i have i don't know what to reply. its weird. but i really didn't fret over it as much as i did last time. i think it is because i have gotten used to it. three days. not one, not two but three. i hate all this emotion turmoil that i have going inside of me and it sucks like hell. its not like i meant anything to you so i don't see why it is affecting me. you just ruin my whole day like that and i don't even blame you at the end of the day. why do i even forgive you, you worthless piece of crap. So i went around building these walls up. That girl that you've known is long gone. I'm no longer drowning in your yesterdays.

p.s. happy birthday sist! please ignore my hedious haircut :(

save your heart tonight

Heard you are a player. Nice to meet you,  i am the coach. 

EH HELLO!!!! ( inserts cute voice from the video)
i swear this week went by damn quickly and i haven't done anything productive AT ALL.

somehow i feel guilty about it and when i decide to study, that guilty feeling just went away and i procrastinate. Again. Whoever said that polytechnic life would be easy, they sure as hell didn't tell me that. I'm not saying that jc life isn't stressful, don't get me wrong. Everyone has their own stress to handle. I'm just saying that it is not easy. Just this holiday i have 3 projects to complete, a 6-10 page report due for chemistry. WHERE GOT TIME? hahaha. Sometimes i just really wonder how people cope with all these. ok, maybe it might be easy for you, but not for me. don't judge.

i just went shopping with momsies yesterday ^^v i tried clothes that i didn't think i would wear but it turned out to be pretty awesome. now i cant wait for school to start so that i can wear them!! eggcited much?! plus all the clothes that we bought when me & sy went shopping together today was so awesome! thank god for Friday! now i have a tank top with a kitten on it and it is just so adorable i can die. i don't even know why i am so excited about shopping nowadays because when i was younger i used to hate shopping. i didn't quite understand why people can spend a whole full day shopping when i can use the time to do better things. now i realize what I've been missing... and retail therapy is the best i swear. ^^v it makes up for the super bad haircut that i got in the morning.. i dont even know why i went to trim it.. but now i regret so much. i dont think i.ll take any pictures for like... a week?! until the hair grows out... :( what is this. i hope it grows faster.. before the trip to sentosa this coming sunday because i dont wanna look like shit in every picture.

On the other hand, i think i really need to get a planner because all my plans are in a mess now. i dont even know when im suppose to go out and which of the dates are booked.... haha. no actually i do have one but i am too lazy to use it because i never had the habit of using them. all that i am looking forward to for next week is swimming with the girls. i have a boring life. 

btw i got this iphone sticker today and it is so pretty !! isnt it?

 but now it feels weird without the cover... hmm.

drop it like its hot.

hello guys! mid semester test is finally over and i am so glad. its amazing how time flies. it has been like 2 months already. 2 MONTHS! can you believe it?
so i kinda regretted not studying the week before mst and during mst week i had to like try to remember everything for a subject just before the day itself. haha. so obviously i dont think my results are going to be that fantastic, because even when i was supposed to be mugging i was on twitter most of the time.
ok maybe facebook too. but hello, the girls just created this new group and like its so friggin entertaining.. i just had to ditch the books. ok so if i get shitty results i have only myself to blame. Plus during the mid semester week my dad managed to finally get the one direction disc out from the car disc player. like why during mst?! so for like the next whole day nothing got into my head expect for all the song lyrics and zyan's voice. i love zyan, he loves me, we are one big family. ^^v

the only happening thing was that last week we went to town to celebrate meow's and berlin's birthday and i didnt get meow a present cuz i thought we were only celebrating berlin's birthday. i know right, i am like the worst friend on earth. i shall go find something for meow soon. all the pictures will be at the bottom. hopefully i can get as many uploaded as possible. blogger picture uploader is such a bitch.

oh and with mst over now i have like this 3 weeks holiday! haha. so happy. after mst it literally felt like o levels was just over. yeah imagine having to go through it again and again. i think after a year i will have major hair loss symptoms... then by third year i'll just be a freaking baldie. anyway, me and junrong made a list of things that we want to do during the holidays and hopefully we will be able to do all of it *fingers crossed. if you are reading this then thanks for accompanying me to nom tau huey! ^^v

kk picture time :
 

so we were trying to act emo. didnt work out too wel.. ahaha

sherlene trying to act sexy... in every picture so im just gonna put this. hahah